I have been stuck by a terrible attack of inefficiency. I can do so little that I am reduced to writing in this long neglected diary to complain because I don't want to make anyone else listen to me. Hell, I don't even want to listen to me.

I feel like a cripple. How un-PC of me. But I feel mentally wounded.

Hopefully, I will have the chance at something resembling normalcy after State, so I can stop postponing my whole life. I want to play cards again! I want to read books FOR FUN again. I want to be lazy and feel no guilt.

But most of all, I just want USAD to post the topics for nezt year already.

thebes // cairo